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I need to go back to my old post to see how I start my post but then I realised that I have no official introduction. So, how are you? I hope you guys are doing well in every situation you at. First of all, I'm sorry because I haven't been able to update my blog. I was busy with my study and as you guys know I'm sitting for SPM this year or to be exact, this month. I have 3 more subjects, Chemistry, Physics & ICT then I'm done with High School! I can't wait to go to University and meet new people but at the same time I don't want to lose Huduh (huduh is a group of my girl friends name) #dontjudgeuslol Wait, is it a long introduction hahaha I'm sorry guys, dah 2 bulan tak membebel.

I have been through lots of an irrefutable feelings this month like I don't know what is the exactly feeling. Sorry for being complicated, I hope you guys understand. I fall in love. Yes, exactly. But, I don't know how to convert it into words OMG kejap! Why the title …

17 life lessons in 17 years

It's not raining, but it is cloudy. Feeling so good to update my blog today. I promise you guys to update my blog on Saturday but then I decided to update my blog today because I have something to do this weekend. I would like to share my life lessons for the whole 17 years I lived. First of all, I will introduce myself in formal form but guys obviously not a resume, I'm not seeking for jobs LOL

My name is Misha Maisara Ridzuan. I was born on March, 19th 2000 in Perak, Malaysia. My mother is a homemaker and my father is a Production Manager. He always travelled to one country to another, I really want to join him but he usually went outstation when I have no holiday. I have a brother, he studies computer science in Universiti Tenaga Nasional. That's all about my family. Short and informative. I would like to label myself as survival. I survive a lot this 17 years but this is a good platform for me to be a better person. I met a lot of people since my primary school was in …


I forgot how to start my post guys. My last post was on 5th August like a month ago.. I hope you guys still remember me. I was so busy with my trial exam, and I don't even have time to watch tv so please don't expect me to update my blog every week okay :') So, how you guys doing? what your life progress? Me? omg...
I just finished my trial exam and I realised something, how dumb I am. It's not like you're totally dumb, it feels like you know how to do it but something in your brain be an obstacle to let the ilmu stuck in your brain. Omg, faham tak? I can't explain it. Maybe I need to do a lot of exercises especially for mathematics and additional mathematics. Talk about addmaths, just now omg... I bukak that paper.. first the format was pissed me off. Vectors which is the only chapter I can score became a real satan. I almost nak buat spirit of the coin to ask ghost to answer my addmaths paper but nasib baik iman teguh. I spent 2 hours before paper 2 to revise…


Full Bahasa Malaysia because I have no mood for English.

Ramai cakap aku always strong bila ada masalah and motivated all the time. Actually, aku dah pernah ada at the lowest point or minimum point macam apa yang kau fikir time tu adalah to commit suicide. That's why bila ada masalah kawan tikam belakang, boyfriend curang and etc, aku still boleh chill #riakteruk Kadang kadang bila tengok junior ke stress sebab lelaki rasa nak gelak depan muka dia. Set on your mind, ada orang dekat luar sana yang lagi besar masalah dia. Kau, setakat takde orang nak tu dah boleh pergi sambung study. I read Iman Azman's post in NST yesterday and she said, "with this newfound power, I realised that I didn't need a boy to tell me I was worth something... I already knew I was". Ye aku tahu ayat dia agak berbaur riak tapi entah la, motivated. Aku harap aku boleh jadi macam dia kut one day. Tak dapat jadi macam dia, jadi Vivy Yusof pun okay (Amin!) 
Since SPM is just around the corner, ak…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

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Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…


Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

I'd like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of se…

Relaxing Saturday

219 days to SPM. Yes, Its not April fool. Tomorrow I have physics revision class for Form4 syllabus at Universal Tuition Centre. Am I the only one who has class on Sunday? Ugh, sacrifice! A RM110 fee, with notes, past year papers and official notes from Sir LCX. 3 hours with him will be meaningful. You know sometimes I feel like I banyak membazir duit parents. If I don't get a good result what should I do? Do they will disappointed? Yeah. For now, I only focus on the right things. I need to let some people go because I know they don't want to be here anymore. I hope I made the right choice. Thank you for being so kind to me, for being so lovely and beautiful human being. I thank God for your existence.

It's funny how, in this journey of life, even though we may begin at different times and places, our paths cross with others so that we may share our love, compassion, observations, and hope. This is a design of God that I appreciate and cheri…

Basic Skincare Routine

It kinds of awkward to share this with you guys because I not even have a good skin but I just want you guys know some basic. This is important thing especially for a beginner. I don't want to waste your time so I will start with myself. I have a combination skin which is oily on the forehead & T-Zone and dry on my cheek. My skin not sensitive at all that's why I always change my skincare without any fears. Before this I used Garnier Duo Clean Black Rice & White Rice Whitening and Pore Minimize. It was so good. It doesn't whiten my skin but I never get any breakout when I used this product. Then, I don't know la why my tangan is so gatal to change to Bio Essence Tanaka White. I need to admit Garnier was the best. What I love about Bio Essence Tanaka White is it whiten my skin and very good in removing my makeup. I think Bio Essence is a good product cuma I salah pilih je. I not use any toner because I malas hahaha Moisturizer pulak I used Himalaya Nourishing Sk…

Life; Choice

I always trust that everything is a choice. There's no such thing like "terpaksa". Either both options are negative or negative & positive. You will choose what you gonna do. Life become harder day by day, you growing up and remember, don't stop from walking. Life is a journey. No matter how hard your life is, please always stand on your own feet. People around you are not always by your side. But, if you have one who always there, appreciate them. This journey is not a straight path as easy as ABC to walk through it. Sometimes, you can take a ride, sometimes you need to crawl. And remember, there's also sunny & rainy with a thunderstorm. That's why you need a shelter or a house to protect yourself which is your Iman. The more your Iman, the safer you're. Always remember that you are just a slave.

I always trying to be better day by day. Since I met Sir LCX, he always motivate me to always focus on the right thing. Whenever you want to achieve some…

Time Flies


Not funny guys. Now, 25th of February 2017 and another 3 days kita dah masuk bulan March. Why time fly sooo fast like siang malam siang malam then dah hujung tahun. And talk about hujung tahun I'm going to sitting on SPM this year! Sangat-sangat-takut because I feel like I'm not prepare for it properly, I just do revision for form4 syllabus whenever I want. Petang tadi I buat revision add maths form4 then I was like.... I need Wani... OH I bumped into Wani at Tesco petang tadi.
OK I'm trying to not wasting your time.
Since time flies too fast, I want you guys appreciate people around you. No matter how big or small their effort to make you happy, please appreciate them. I don't know why people nowadays susah sangat nak cakap thank you. Like... it takes 0$ to say thank you! Even a small thing macam barang you jatuh, orang tolong angkatkan then say thank you! Someone belanja you then say thank you! Your friend let you copy his/her homework then say tha…

Be You!

Always be a first rate version of yourself and not a second rate version of someone else.Judy Garland 
Hello guys I'm back with a new post! The tittle sounds interesting to me because I'm going to write about be yourself. 

To be honest, I'm not a very confident person but I can talk in front of the audience and I did it before! Dulu malu la jugak, nak buat presentation dalam kelas pun hambar but bila fikir balik why nak malu? you present in front of monkeys yang you jumpa hari hari eh jap monkeys tu my classmate, sorry. And its 2017 and the process in class dah lain. The teachers even Ketua Bidang want to see you bercakap, what level of your confidence? Guess what? even in university you will do the same thing that's why you need to practice from now! 
Avoid fixating on the past and not letting yourself grow. Allow yourself to forgive past errors and past behaviors you're not so proud of. Work on accepting mistakes and choices you've made; they're done and in …