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Love's Journey #3 The end

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and …

Love's Journey #2 & How to move on

Just finished my exam! I'm so happy that I don't have to wake up early in the morning (3am) to study. I want to focus on me but first I need to clean up all the reference books give it to my juniors because I don't need it anymore. So, this is second episode of my love's journey hahaha I only can convert my feelings in this blog because I don't know you guys! I don't know who read my blog so I am free from any thought and speculation. Just let me be myself ok.

As I said in my previous post, I fall in love and I want to move on. It's funny when you fall in love and you want to move on at the same time! Hahaha I take it back guys, I don't want to move on. I will give him time to make a move or give a hint, If he doesn't take any action; I will move on.

Some of you guys, send me an email ask me how I move on so fast like Taylor Swift hahaha First of all, I'm not Taylor Swift. Second, if you really want to do something then work for it. Discipline is …

Love's Journey #1 Limitation

I need to go back to my old post to see how I start my post but then I realised that I have no official introduction. So, how are you? I hope you guys are doing well in every situation you at. First of all, I'm sorry because I haven't been able to update my blog. I was busy with my study and as you guys know I'm sitting for SPM this year or to be exact, this month. I have 3 more subjects, Chemistry, Physics & ICT then I'm done with High School! I can't wait to go to University and meet new people but at the same time I don't want to lose Huduh (huduh is a group of my girl friends name) #dontjudgeuslol Wait, is it a long introduction hahaha I'm sorry guys, dah 2 bulan tak membebel.

I have been through lots of an irrefutable feelings this month like I don't know what is the exactly feeling. Sorry for being complicated, I hope you guys understand. I fall in love. Yes, exactly. But, I don't know how to convert it into words OMG kejap! Why the title o…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

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Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…


Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

I'd like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of se…

Basic Skincare Routine

It kinds of awkward to share this with you guys because I not even have a good skin but I just want you guys know some basic. This is important thing especially for a beginner. I don't want to waste your time so I will start with myself. I have a combination skin which is oily on the forehead & T-Zone and dry on my cheek. My skin not sensitive at all that's why I always change my skincare without any fears. Before this I used Garnier Duo Clean Black Rice & White Rice Whitening and Pore Minimize. It was so good. It doesn't whiten my skin but I never get any breakout when I used this product. Then, I don't know la why my tangan is so gatal to change to Bio Essence Tanaka White. I need to admit Garnier was the best. What I love about Bio Essence Tanaka White is it whiten my skin and very good in removing my makeup. I think Bio Essence is a good product cuma I salah pilih je. I don't use any toner because I malas hahaha Moisturizer pulak I used Himalaya Nourish…

Life; Choice

I always trust that everything is a choice. There's no such thing like "terpaksa". Either both options are negative or negative & positive. You will choose what you gonna do. Life become harder day by day, you growing up and remember, don't stop from walking. Life is a journey. No matter how hard your life is, please always stand on your own feet. People around you are not always by your side. But, if you have one who always there, appreciate them. This journey is not a straight path as easy as ABC to walk through it. Sometimes, you can take a ride, sometimes you need to crawl. And remember, there's also sunny & rainy with a thunderstorm. That's why you need a shelter or a house to protect yourself which is your Iman. The more your Iman, the safer you're. Always remember that you are just a slave.

I always trying to be better day by day. Since I met Sir LCX, he always motivate me to always focus on the right thing. Whenever you want to achieve some…

Time Flies

Not funny guys. Now, 25th of February 2017 and another 3 days kita dah masuk bulan March. Why time fly sooo fast like siang malam siang malam then dah hujung tahun. And talk about hujung tahun I'm going to sit on SPM this year! Sangat-sangat-takut because I feel like I'm not prepare for it properly, I just do revision for form4 syllabus whenever I want. Petang tadi I buat revision add maths form4 then I was like.... I need Wani... OH I bumped into Wani at Tesco petang tadi.
OK I'm trying to not wasting your time.
Since time flies too fast, I want you guys appreciate people around you. No matter how big or small their effort to make you happy, please appreciate them. I don't know why people nowadays susah sangat nak cakap thank you. Like... it takes 0$ to say thank you! Even a small thing macam barang you jatuh, orang tolong angkatkan then say thank you! Someone belanja you then say thank you! Your friend let you copy his/her homework then say thank you! ops. Guess what,…