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I need to go back to my old post to see how I start my post but then I realised that I have no official introduction. So, how are you? I hope you guys are doing well in every situation you at. First of all, I'm sorry because I haven't been able to update my blog. I was busy with my study and as you guys know I'm sitting for SPM this year or to be exact, this month. I have 3 more subjects, Chemistry, Physics & ICT then I'm done with High School! I can't wait to go to University and meet new people but at the same time I don't want to lose Huduh (huduh is a group of my girl friends name) #dontjudgeuslol Wait, is it a long introduction hahaha I'm sorry guys, dah 2 bulan tak membebel.

I have been through lots of an irrefutable feelings this month like I don't know what is the exactly feeling. Sorry for being complicated, I hope you guys understand. I fall in love. Yes, exactly. But, I don't know how to convert it into words OMG kejap! Why the title …

17 life lessons in 17 years

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It's not raining, but it is cloudy. Feeling so good to update my blog today. I promise you guys to update my blog on Saturday but then I decided to update my blog today because I have something to do this weekend. I would like to share my life lessons for the whole 17 years I lived. First of all, I will introduce myself in formal form but guys obviously not a resume, I'm not seeking for jobs LOL

My name is Misha Maisara Ridzuan. I was born on March, 19th 2000 in Perak, Malaysia. My mother is a homemaker and my father is a Production Manager. He always travelled to one country to another, I really want to join him but he usually went outstation when I have no holiday. I have a brother, he studies computer science in Universiti Tenaga Nasional. That's all about my family. Short and informative. I would like to label myself as survival. I survive a lot this 17 years but this is a good platform for me to be a better person. I met a lot of people since my primary school was in …

OMG OMG OMG

I forgot how to start my post guys. My last post was on 5th August like a month ago.. I hope you guys still remember me. I was so busy with my trial exam, and I don't even have time to watch tv so please don't expect me to update my blog every week okay :') So, how you guys doing? what your life progress? Me? omg...
I just finished my trial exam and I realised something, how dumb I am. It's not like you're totally dumb, it feels like you know how to do it but something in your brain be an obstacle to let the ilmu stuck in your brain. Omg, faham tak? I can't explain it. Maybe I need to do a lot of exercises especially for mathematics and additional mathematics. Talk about addmaths, just now omg... I bukak that paper.. first the format was pissed me off. Vectors which is the only chapter I can score became a real satan. I almost nak buat spirit of the coin to ask ghost to answer my addmaths paper but nasib baik iman teguh. I spent 2 hours before paper 2 to revise…

PEOPLE YOU ALREADY JUMPA OR WILL JUMPA!!

Full Bahasa Malaysia because I have no mood for English.

Ramai cakap aku always strong bila ada masalah and motivated all the time. Actually, aku dah pernah ada at the lowest point or minimum point macam apa yang kau fikir time tu adalah to commit suicide. That's why bila ada masalah kawan tikam belakang, boyfriend curang and etc, aku still boleh chill #riakteruk Kadang kadang bila tengok junior ke stress sebab lelaki rasa nak gelak depan muka dia. Set on your mind, ada orang dekat luar sana yang lagi besar masalah dia. Kau, setakat takde orang nak tu dah boleh pergi sambung study. I read Iman Azman's post in NST yesterday and she said, "with this newfound power, I realised that I didn't need a boy to tell me I was worth something... I already knew I was". Ye aku tahu ayat dia agak berbaur riak tapi entah la, motivated. Aku harap aku boleh jadi macam dia kut one day. Tak dapat jadi macam dia, jadi Vivy Yusof pun okay (Amin!) 
Since SPM is just around the corner, ak…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

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Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…