Full Bahasa Malaysia because I have no mood for English.

Ramai cakap aku always strong bila ada masalah and motivated all the time. Actually, aku dah pernah ada at the lowest point or minimum point macam apa yang kau fikir time tu adalah to commit suicide. That's why bila ada masalah kawan tikam belakang, boyfriend curang and etc, aku still boleh chill #riakteruk Kadang kadang bila tengok junior ke stress sebab lelaki rasa nak gelak depan muka dia. Set on your mind, ada orang dekat luar sana yang lagi besar masalah dia. Kau, setakat takde orang nak tu dah boleh pergi sambung study. I read Iman Azman's post in NST yesterday and she said, "with this newfound power, I realised that I didn't need a boy to tell me I was worth something... I already knew I was". Ye aku tahu ayat dia agak berbaur riak tapi entah la, motivated. Aku harap aku boleh jadi macam dia kut one day. Tak dapat jadi macam dia, jadi Vivy Yusof pun okay (Amin!) 
Since SPM is just around the corner, ak…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

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Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…


Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

I'd like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of se…

Setting Goals

Do not set aside your happiness. Do not wait to be happy in the future. The best time to be happy is always now.
Identifying life goals is the heart of the recovery process. When we see a future for ourselves, we begin to become motivated to do all we can to reach that future. Goals can be big or small, depending on where you are in your recovery journey. Ask YourselfWhat motivates me?What interests me?What would I do more if I could?What do I want?What do I care about, or what did I care about before my illness?Where do I want my life to go?What brings me joy?What are my dreams and hopes?It can help to start small and work up to larger goals. You might want to begin by setting one small goal for yourself at the beginning of each day. As you move forward with your recovery, look at the different areas of your life and think about your short and long term goals. Possible Short Term GoalsBe out of bed by xx:00 am.Finish one household chore.Possible Long Term GoalsGet training …

Relaxing Saturday

219 days to SPM. Yes, Its not April fool. Tomorrow I have physics revision class for Form4 syllabus at Universal Tuition Centre. Am I the only one who has class on Sunday? Ugh, sacrifice! A RM110 fee, with notes, past year papers and official notes from Sir LCX. 3 hours with him will be meaningful. You know sometimes I feel like I banyak membazir duit parents. If I don't get a good result what should I do? Do they will disappointed? Yeah. For now, I only focus on the right things. I need to let some people go because I know they don't want to be here anymore. I hope I made the right choice. Thank you for being so kind to me, for being so lovely and beautiful human being. I thank God for your existence.

It's funny how, in this journey of life, even though we may begin at different times and places, our paths cross with others so that we may share our love, compassion, observations, and hope. This is a design of God that I appreciate and cheri…