New Year; 2018!

There comes a time for healing no matter how broken you are right now; no matter how heavy your heart is right now. There comes a time when you will go outside and let the sun shine on your face and you will not be tired by just simply being awake. There comes a time when you will be happy to be alive again and that day you will appreciate your own being because now you know the other side. Now you know the opposite. Now you know what it’s like to not be sure if you really are; who you really are; if you simply are, anymore. And that day will be the beginning of everything.

You’ve got to trust yourself. Be gentle with yourself. And listen to yourself. You’re the only person who can get you through this now. You’re the only one who can survive your story, the only one who can write your future. All you’ve got to do, when you’re ready, is stand up.

Forget everything you've done. Start over.  
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Love's Journey #3 The end

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and …

Love's Journey #2 & How to move on

Just finished my exam! I'm so happy that I don't have to wake up early in the morning (3am) to study. I want to focus on me but first I need to clean up all the reference books give it to my juniors because I don't need it anymore. So, this is second episode of my love's journey hahaha I only can convert my feelings in this blog because I don't know you guys! I don't know who read my blog so I am free from any thought and speculation. Just let me be myself ok.

As I said in my previous post, I fall in love and I want to move on. It's funny when you fall in love and you want to move on at the same time! Hahaha I take it back guys, I don't want to move on. I will give him time to make a move or give a hint, If he doesn't take any action; I will move on.

Some of you guys, send me an email ask me how I move on so fast like Taylor Swift hahaha First of all, I'm not Taylor Swift. Second, if you really want to do something then work for it. Discipline is …