New Year; 2018!

There comes a time for healing no matter how broken you are right now; no matter how heavy your heart is right now. There comes a time when you will go outside and let the sun shine on your face and you will not be tired by just simply being awake. There comes a time when you will be happy to be alive again and that day you will appreciate your own being because now you know the other side. Now you know the opposite. Now you know what it’s like to not be sure if you really are; who you really are; if you simply are, anymore. And that day will be the beginning of everything.

You’ve got to trust yourself. Be gentle with yourself. And listen to yourself. You’re the only person who can get you through this now. You’re the only one who can survive your story, the only one who can write your future. All you’ve got to do, when you’re ready, is stand up.

Forget everything you've done. Start over.  
Kita takkan rasa kuat sehingga satu masa kekuatan ada satu satunya sesuatu yang kita perlukan…

Love's Journey #3 The end

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and …

Love's Journey #2 & How to move on

Just finished my exam! I'm so happy that I don't have to wake up early in the morning (3am) to study. I want to focus on me but first I need to clean up all the reference books give it to my juniors because I don't need it anymore. So, this is second episode of my love's journey hahaha I only can convert my feelings in this blog because I don't know you guys! I don't know who read my blog so I am free from any thought and speculation. Just let me be myself ok.

As I said in my previous post, I fall in love and I want to move on. It's funny when you fall in love and you want to move on at the same time! Hahaha I take it back guys, I don't want to move on. I will give him time to make a move or give a hint, If he doesn't take any action; I will move on.

Some of you guys, send me an email ask me how I move on so fast like Taylor Swift hahaha First of all, I'm not Taylor Swift. Second, if you really want to do something then work for it. Discipline is …

Love's Journey #1 Limitation

I need to go back to my old post to see how I start my post but then I realised that I have no official introduction. So, how are you? I hope you guys are doing well in every situation you at. First of all, I'm sorry because I haven't been able to update my blog. I was busy with my study and as you guys know I'm sitting for SPM this year or to be exact, this month. I have 3 more subjects, Chemistry, Physics & ICT then I'm done with High School! I can't wait to go to University and meet new people but at the same time I don't want to lose Huduh (huduh is a group of my girl friends name) #dontjudgeuslol Wait, is it a long introduction hahaha I'm sorry guys, dah 2 bulan tak membebel.

I have been through lots of an irrefutable feelings this month like I don't know what is the exactly feeling. Sorry for being complicated, I hope you guys understand. I fall in love. Yes, exactly. But, I don't know how to convert it into words OMG kejap! Why the title o…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

Tiada siapa yang mengikhlaskan hati mereka untuk disakiti
Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…


Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

I'd like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of se…

Relaxing Saturday

219 days to SPM. Yes, Its not April fool. Tomorrow I have physics revision class for Form4 syllabus at Universal Tuition Centre. Am I the only one who has class on Sunday? Ugh, sacrifice! A RM110 fee, with notes, past year papers and official notes from Sir LCX. 3 hours with him will be meaningful. You know sometimes I feel like I banyak membazir duit parents. If I don't get a good result what should I do? Do they will disappointed? Yeah. For now, I only focus on the right things. I need to let some people go because I know they don't want to be here anymore. I hope I made the right choice. Thank you for being so kind to me, for being so lovely and beautiful human being. I thank God for your existence.

It's funny how, in this journey of life, even though we may begin at different times and places, our paths cross with others so that we may share our love, compassion, observations, and hope. This is a design of God that I appreciate and cheri…