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17 life lessons in 17 years

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It's not raining, but it is cloudy. Feeling so good to update my blog today. I promise you guys to update my blog on Saturday but then I decided to update my blog today because I have something to do this weekend. I would like to share my life lessons for the whole 17 years I lived. First of all, I will introduce myself in formal form but guys obviously not a resume, I'm not seeking for jobs LOL

My name is Misha Maisara Ridzuan. I was born on March, 19th 2000 in Perak, Malaysia. My mother is a homemaker and my father is a Production Manager. He always travelled to one country to another, I really want to join him but he usually went outstation when I have no holiday. I have a brother, he studies computer science in Universiti Tenaga Nasional. That's all about my family. Short and informative. I would like to label myself as survival. I survive a lot this 17 years but this is a good platform for me to be a better person. I met a lot of people since my primary school was in …

OMG OMG OMG

I forgot how to start my post guys. My last post was on 5th August like a month ago.. I hope you guys still remember me. I was so busy with my trial exam, and I don't even have time to watch tv so please don't expect me to update my blog every week okay :') So, how you guys doing? what your life progress? Me? omg...
I just finished my trial exam and I realised something, how dumb I am. It's not like you're totally dumb, it feels like you know how to do it but something in your brain be an obstacle to let the ilmu stuck in your brain. Omg, faham tak? I can't explain it. Maybe I need to do a lot of exercises especially for mathematics and additional mathematics. Talk about addmaths, just now omg... I bukak that paper.. first the format was pissed me off. Vectors which is the only chapter I can score became a real satan. I almost nak buat spirit of the coin to ask ghost to answer my addmaths paper but nasib baik iman teguh. I spent 2 hours before paper 2 to revise…

PEOPLE YOU ALREADY JUMPA OR WILL JUMPA!!

Full Bahasa Malaysia because I have no mood for English.

Ramai cakap aku always strong bila ada masalah and motivated all the time. Actually, aku dah pernah ada at the lowest point or minimum point macam apa yang kau fikir time tu adalah to commit suicide. That's why bila ada masalah kawan tikam belakang, boyfriend curang and etc, aku still boleh chill #riakteruk Kadang kadang bila tengok junior ke stress sebab lelaki rasa nak gelak depan muka dia. Set on your mind, ada orang dekat luar sana yang lagi besar masalah dia. Kau, setakat takde orang nak tu dah boleh pergi sambung study. I read Iman Azman's post in NST yesterday and she said, "with this newfound power, I realised that I didn't need a boy to tell me I was worth something... I already knew I was". Ye aku tahu ayat dia agak berbaur riak tapi entah la, motivated. Aku harap aku boleh jadi macam dia kut one day. Tak dapat jadi macam dia, jadi Vivy Yusof pun okay (Amin!) 
Since SPM is just around the corner, ak…

Stay strong, pretty

A lot of my friends have been in a tough situation lately so I'm here to tell you guys something. In my previous post I said that you don't need me or anyone else to change but don't get me wrong. It doesn't mean you need to survive alone. I'll help you by giving some advice then you're the one who can make a move. Tak kisah how many times I giving an advice but you still at rest? Then, don't blame people around you. You said that they are negative and unhelpful. But actually you, who don't want to start your move.

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Even your parents, if they hurt you, you still crying. Ni kan pula orang luar. Your friends. You always need to remember that your friends are not everything. You still can pass your exam without them. You still can get a job without them. It's okay if they hurt you and you want to leave. Go, just go. Don't live in circumstances that hurt you, torture you and make you unhappy. It…

Journey

Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure.

I'd like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of se…